Tuesday, September 18, 2012

The Man I Thought He Was

This is a story of how a girl fell in love with a guy. A guy she knew the day they met that he was the one. The one?

The one that would be her Man. The one that would make her laugh like she didn't know possible. The one who would make her feel safe in a world where she felt alone. The one who opened her eyes. The one who gave her butterflies with just one smile. The one that would show her the world from the top. The one that she would love more than any guy she will ever know. The one that she would look up to. The one she loves is the same one who hurt her, loved her but just not enough, wanted her but not now he said maybe later when it's the right time. Right time? She thinks and thinks every day why she met him at the wrong time. Why wasn't it the right time? Wasn't he happy he met her? 

She loves him still, more than a year later he's still in her heart. Think with your head not your heart! He's not who you thought he was, he's not the man you fell in love with! He's just a guy who doesn't love you as much as you love him. 

He will remain an idea. A concept, an illusion of his act. The man I thought he was was never really him...